im here because all my friends are moving

i finally decided this was going to be an easy thing, if i would just allow it. im sad over xangas slow [very slow] death. one of these days its going to die to me. this is the first pang.
anyway. i really dont want this to turn into a xanga eulogy.
my title thing is an allusion to the woman with the issue of blood for 12 years. in the bible. theres so much we can learn from that short encounter that took her years to build up to.