pray for me

im feeling different. i was really happy- joyful, content-for most of the day. it was nice. my roommate came home and something in me changed as we interacted. there was disdain, almost. it was weird. and i felt myself shutting down. i dont know what to do about how to bring up this subject with her. i feel like both of us have things to look at . if it were only her, i wouldve been able to love her well and ask good questions and just love on her! but i think theres some things in me too. otherwise we wouldnt have this problem. and im so excited, because ive been typing most of this post without looking at the keyboard! [there are still many mistakes. but im stoked anywaY! its funny because no one even knows this exists yet. and yet i talk to 'people.'