i want to be here, sharing, but i dont have much to share.
ive been recieving affirmation about finding training for counseling. i have NO idea what thats going to look like at all. it could look different, even, than all of the possibilities ive thought of.

theres some softening thats come about from all the difficulty that ive had recently. it puts me in a quieter place to be able to have sorrow over where people are. for instance, when my boss is acting stupid. i rant a bit to God, and then he brings very quickly a grief over where shes been and what shes had/ having to deal with. and then im placed in a postion to look at myself, and seriously consider how i can interact with her well, and love her.

im so thankful for his working!!!