major mood swing,or spiritually sensitive?

so, on the 20th im at an awesome place
the next day, i have some more awesomeness, like my bro making the move to be proactive in his relationship with Christ, getting to tell people about it, and having great hang time with lindsay k.
and then i hit a scarey and familiar wall. i think.
i felt fidgety and unsettled after my testification of Gods hand on my bro. and then other things started cropping up.
praise God for friends that he places in my life, thank you that Youre teaching me to be needy and ask.
mike clarified that satan didnt like it.
erin prayed over me.
shelley called me and was a beautiful container.
called erin and told her i was good, and got some affirmation in a realm of life that im not fully cognizant of how to live in yet. [aka men and my relations to them]
btw any guys reading this, dont flip out please. thanks.

all this to say, at one point i was wondering if i indeed have some depression. one of my friends that has major depression presented this.
this well meaning lady at church asked me once if ive looked at the possibility that i may suffer from bipolar disorder.

i know that Jesus Christ brings soundness. i also know that alot of people really do struggle with imbalances.
part of me feels a bit cocky almost, saying that i am spritually aware, that i can really be impacted by what happens around me.
but its true. and a bit frightening. and reassuring. the craziest part of this to me is that when i see and understand Gods goodness the most, is when i feel so overcome. and satan hates that.
too bad, you! THE King of Kings is the encompassing truth and victor!