i am busy in my mind, i am full of thoughts of what can be, what will be, and possibly what wont be. im stressing about packing and im heavy and full with tonight at grace group. this was a good lead in to this next week at SALTS. its left me really looking. looking into what im doing with whats given me. evaluating how i experience things. reminding me expectancy is good, and i have no idea what to expect. remembering that my imaginings and fantasies of what might happen are just all in my head, and the hope should be harvested and the anxiety left alone.
God has taken care of me. the timing, the planning, the packing. if i can have these things as my ebenezer, and just relax.