somehow my 200th blog came and went. i was going to celebrate it. oh well.
::ahem::
yay, 207th!! i think thats what it said.

i feel full. im not yet ready to talk out all of the trip, because i dont want to yet. i would let everyone read the section in my journal, if it were easier to somehow pass that around.
i feel full from my desires to really live my life with the people that are in it, that i come in contact with. theres a wanting of richness in reality.
im reading  that we need  to invite the poor to our feasts instead of our friends and im wondering if Christ really wants us to go pick up some homeless people.
its ok if i feel little, and worth little in this world.

we always talk about loving people where theyre at. i just had a blaze of thought.
i want to be able to love people where im at. that way, theyll get the best, most real love from me, not something  that im trying to conjure for them, and what i think they need in their position. whoa. ok im done. bye.