i am going to be alright:)
ive been stressing and saving and trying not to buy things unnecessarily...

the taxing this year is not going to be too much! God has helped me be smart with my money- and ive still been able to enjoy myself! how deeply sweet is that, for God to love on me in that materialistic way?!

i can trust him. i CAN. and i am...slowly and surely. its a weird feeling. i  still dont understand some parts of all this like i think i should.
[and can i just say, i have noticed more connectedness to him since i have been making more conscious decisions to not sin. i know that sounds really *duh*, but its so amazing. i know ive thought it before- does it really make a difference to stop doing that thing, does it really matter, really? the answer is yes. we get so used to sin. and we "dumb- down" the fact that he is HOLY, and cannot be around it. yes, Jesus covers and cleanses us. but once we know what is the best and what is not...Lord help us. we cant get away from it really, the way we'd like. keep us closer to you.