i have been super excited! moving, and not knowing the next step! feeling like im really paying attention to God, relying and trusting... and then it starts getting hard.

please dont miss the fact that  i have been excited. its given me so much joy to really hear God, and trust and KNOW that i hear him and that he does speak to me , and guide me. i love that i have wanted to hear him, and been praying for just that, and asking others to pray for me as well.
the rubber's just gonna start hitting the  road soon, and i will need to have some things done and some plans in place.
i wish there were someone physical beside me through all of these plans. i feel bad bothering one person, or 2 people, through all of this. i wish there was a tangible ear, just one, that could hear all the different parts and i wouldnt have to give a big prep story to. i hate feeling needy all the time. but this is where i am alot.
do i risk being the one that always needs help? im stepping into a season of constant asking and needing the grace of others. i think that might be stressing me out. to be at other peoples' mercy.