i came to my page, forgetting that i had changed it. it was so wonderfully refreshing! it wasnt a color combo i would really have gone for, if i had time to think about it. but i did it in response to changing my title. i felt it needed new colors.
its interesting- when i think i know myself, and have myself all figured out... my self throws me for a loop. areas and thought patterns that i could have sworn were dealt with adequately, and could be put aside, still need lots of time. being kinder to myself and allowing my needs to be met ends up being a kindness to all. i have more on my heart, but not to be read here in coldness. or said with type. and im feeling weighted and worn, and sad that im not more present in the moments.