::squeal!!!!::

im kinda seeing someone :-D
theres been no defining words as to what kind of relationship this is exactly, and we've only been talking/ hanging out for about 3 weeks.
he took me on my first real date. [i could be using exclamation marks. choosing to not overwhelm]
[ also, actually typing it out sounds really lame. so its kinda unsure and ---GAH SHUT UP!
ok. im seeing someone! and hes told me im gorgeous, and we like alot of the same stuff and ive felt like , all giddy! and he wants to talk to me every day! he listens, and wants to know how my day went, and is very gentle and sweet and patient and im trying to be myself. i find im erring on the side of normal .
havent flipped out yet or been super spastic. theres a pic of us on fb, on my page from a party. hes trying to put a nose on me. :-D
thats it. just wanted to share my silly joy.

:: Gods been working me through alot of my fears too, but thats another post::