God.Is.Awesome.

in case you forgot. i thought id just reiterate that. i had forgotten. it was good to watch the movie furious love. God keeps stirring things up in me, pouring more things in, stirring some more. im full. its gonna start sloshing out, and i have no idea what its going to look like. im excited and there is definitely a fear of the unknown, but not afraid of what will happen- i wonder if the fear of the Lord is like this. like what im starting to experience. i asked for prayer tonight, that i would understand what the Lord is doing in my heart. i know things are getting changed up, but its hard for me to see. maybe im not supposed to see right now. i guess thats okay.....no. wait, no. not at all. i want to be aware. i dont want to miss anything. i was deeply encouraged by a man that i respect greatly through the Spirit [because i havent really gotten to know him yet], to really just start reading the bible.