submission part dos

about a 1/2 week after i started learning about submission, my gauge piercing to signify my servant -for-life- toward- God began falling out slowly. one o-ring at a time, then the taper. i was at first thinking, oh, ill go get some more rings this weekend or so. the weekend came and i didnt want to put it back in. i placed it in my ear when i still was under false submission. im still rooting out all the little pieces, and by his grace, they'll all be out soon. i dont like living cognizant-ly under lies. i want them all gone. i hope he'll be quick in showing me all the truth thats to be had here. the mark is still very much in my ear, but i dont have to be reminded of submission so tangibly. its starting to make a mark on my heart. can we say, knees- holy- thank you?