-- thats where im sitting recently. the word has been used by me in the quiet of my heart, with the LORD, with no one around.
its been with me when i see the amount of STUFF i have to wade through to keep up with the trivialities of life.
it surfaced multiple times these past 2 weeks
grasping hold of my desire and drive for community while being living with people in the journey
sensing the love i really do have for loving on others and preparing something special for them
finding boldness in being real with friends- heart exposed and REALLY being known
feeling the weight of my impact on the children im around
fully enjoying my friends /dancing!
reveling in my beauty---that feels really brash and prideful to say
leading a discussion while feeling unsuited and scrutinized [aka not spiritual enough]
letting my heart break in little ways over things , situations and people i think i want and / or know i want
the fact that God is ENOUGH for me. he orders my days. and he teaches me gently, beyond what i deserve.
when i sit, and feel his presence wrap about me, and theres no rhyme or reason for him to love me other than he does, and he can cuz hes God-
overwhelming.
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