the last hobo home!
im in my roommate kate's apt. yay! she and i both have very little at this point. i feel super minimalist.
i think these last 2 weeks of july are going to go by very fast, but not smoothly, and i think i will get stressed out. i think i will forget alot and frustrate myself by not slowing down and thinking things through. i think i will be tired. im tired right now.

ok, now that all thats over with-- Gods gonna be right by my side, so we're ok. i am going to love finding a house, and how interesting it  will be to do that paperwork! :)
im pretty sure im on some kind of autopilot right now; im having a hard time chatting with people and staying focused.
through all the moving, i find time with God is just different in the different settings, depending if i can pray out loud or not, if theres a place to sit kinda secluded, or if i have to stay on my bed...theres alot of factors. im not quite sure of myself even, of how i like it the best, and what leaves me most focused. but i do know i need more time. the only way i can think to do that right now is to wake up earlier...which means about 5. i never thought i would be that person. i also never thought i would enjoy living out of a backpack as much as i have
 [ ok, so i have a couple other bags too].
im going to sleep now.
even though i was tired through most of this day and feeling weird, im grateful for this apt, and this desk that i can use, a bathroom to myself as kate and i are getting used to each other, and the makeshift bed of a lawn chair and a cushion. its quite wonderful actually.
i smell like baby powder right now, and have NO idea why.  goodbye.