thanks yall, for your love.
actually talked things out w will today, and it went great! im so thankful for this friendship. i had time to think about everything that was said by him in the email, and some of it needed to be heard by me. some other things did need to be explained and talked out. it is very good.
i feel taken care of by you all, and also by him in these places we've walked through.

funny how this stirred up right at grace groups, and im really interested in something that came out of all this. something that couldnt have been revealed by myself. its only something that shows up in relationships.
and it got me thinking about all the crappy and great things that happen as we walk out life w one another. we arent meant to be alone. although its good to rest and find solitude:)

but with life, we only learn by interaction and reaction. impressions and marks. taking time to look at someones face, listen to the words, respond, show our face. ask for forgiveness and give mercy and grace . receive. to be small and quiet and be good there, not just ok. to be louder and fight for the hearts we come in contact with.
to look for who someone really is - not just who theyre showing up as in the moment.
to call them out in how theyre showing up, and asking for more.
i like that we have to get messy here. i like that we are clean in Christ. i like[more like love!] that He is ok with messy, because his clean is more.