26 January 2011

updates

-will broke it off [im having a hard time saying "broke up" because im sketchy on the "together"-what is dating, exactly?] last night over email. feel free to call him a coward.

-he mentioned things about me that actually are making me think and have opened some new doors of thought....

-....just in time for grace group! started up tonight. Gods gonna take me to some of those good/ hard places, i can feel it.

-asked will for a time to talk things out, since this was out of the blue [for me]. felt like he misunderstood me in a lot of places. talking this weekend. pray that i am heard, and that i can speak truth to him and make him curious about himself. and that i'll be kind to both of us.

-i wanted someone to do my body outline this time. but i dont know who to ask. feeling alone.

3 comments:

  1. my heart hurts for you. i'll be praying for you and this weekend. ~hug~

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  2. Quiet and sad. I remember your words.

    Hurting for your loss - a break up is most definitely a loss.

    I would be honored to do your body outline. You are not alone friend.

    I love you.

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  3. :/ sorry... I hope this weekend's conversation goes well. This sucks.

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