tues- meet with the leader / contact of the guatemala trip.
i have fought feelings of disappointment with how he has operated.
when i come home, i will read up on the SA people/ things to vote for.
wed- bible study, but i am curious about something. i never pick up bulletins at church, didnt know how to get to morgans wonderland, so i grabbed a leftover one, and when i got home, took it inside to read through the prayer requests. [ and to snicker at the general boringness of our singles' group blurb] i happened upon the worship team audition. i have secretly wanted to see if i could do that, even though it scares the shit out of me. i cussed because its that deep. its so deep, i cant even use uppercase letters to stress the feeling i have. i look at myself and think im crazy. and the auditions might be at the same time as the study, and i actually have a cold right now. so.
thurs- meeting with rick lowe about the trip; i set both of theses meetings up at the same time. i dunno how
productive the meeting with shawn will be; hopfully it'll be great and i can give rick back some of his time. VOTING after that! go team!-- i dunno what thats supposed to mean. im writing in the chesshire cat. thats how i feel right now about life.
fri- car checkup, and childrens shelter. leadership meeting after that, and hopefully we will bring some solid
changes to how we do things in this group, such as solidify how we operate. ::ow. i just sneezed really hard. i think i busted some capillaries in my soft palate::
sat- help jenna pack, go to artist show that gloria's in at tripoint (9-5 if anyones interested. expo of local
artists, tripoint / ymca). ruths birthday
sun- first morning to help out in the kinder room at church.
then i need to get together a costume for work. disney themed. i am considering being jiminey cricket, but really at the end of the day, id just look like a dude. a weird dude. i hate trying to make costumes for work.
im so stressed out. ive been making my self thank God for all the true blessings i have, to remind myself.
i have no joy in my heart for this guatemala trip, and that makes me ssooooo sad and so worried.
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