my arm keeps feeling like its wanting to go numb.
i hate that my face itches and my skin is all dry.
i feel sick/weak/ annoyed.
bruce talked about hardships/ suffering last night, and that the Lord chastens the ones he loves. difficulty happens for our disciplining.
im ok with that when i know why. im not sure what i should be getting out of this.
i'll be super thankful when i can not have ugly feeling lips, and super grateful that my skin is smooth again.

i have done nothing today and am pissed off for no apparent reason. and i have a headache.

and i want to do fun things this weekend, but cant find my energy or drive.
i slept for about 10 hours, and i feel like i need a nap in a bad way right now. but im hungry too. i hate making food/ finding food when i feel bad.
supposed to hang out with a friend tonight, hopefully that will help me out